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AUDREY...BRUNEI AUNTY |
my apology letter just for you.... - Saturday, July 25, 2009 5:54 AM DEAR MARTINA,I'M SORRY FOR CAUSING EVERYTHING TO COME BACK WHEN THINGS WERE ON THE VERGE OF BEING SOLVED.....I WAS SELFISH....I WAS THINKING ABOUT MYSELF AND ONLY CARED WHAT I WANTED.....THE REASON WHY I CAN THINK NOW IS CAUSE JUST NOW I TALKED TO SOMEONE MATURED AND SHE REALLY EXPLAINED AND TOLD ME THINGS AND EVERYTHING SHE SAID MADE SENSE AND WAS TRUE.....I WAS SELFISH....I ONLY CARED ABOUT WHAT I WANTED,ABOUT ME AND I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT YOU CAUSE I COULDN'T CONTROL MY EMOTIONS...FAIR ENOUGH YOU ARE MOST PROB GOING TO AVOID AND IGNORE ME....BUT I ACCEPT THAT PUNNISHMENT CAUSE IT WAS MY FAULT....THROUGH THIS RELATIONSHIP,I ONLY GAVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED BUT NOT WHAT YOU NEEDED....THAT IS 1 REASON WHY THIS IS GOING ON.....BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LET THINGS BE.... I ONLY WANT 2 THINGS FROM YOU NOW AND THAT IS TO GIVE ME TIME TO ACCEPT TO THE FACT THAT YOU'RE NOT WITH ME CAUSE WE'VE BROKEN UP FOR OUR REASONS....I REALLY NEED TIME TO ACCEPT THIS FACT...THATS THE REASON WHY I KEEP ON STRESSING YOU ITS CAUSE I STILL NEED TIME.... 2.TO REALLY TREAT ME AS YOUR FRIEND CAUSE I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I KNOW THAT I'LL WAIT FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT CAUSE NOW I AM CLEAR OF EVERYTHING....I HAVE BEEN SELFISH BEFORE BUT PLEASE DO GIVE ME TIME.....YOU KNOW ME THAT I AM A PERSON WHO CAN ONLY CHANGE AFTER AWHILE.....SO IF DURING THIS BREAK PERIOD,IF I HAPPEN TO STRESS YOU,PLEASE POINT IT OUT TO ME AND TELL ME AND REMIND ME AND GIVE ME TIME SO THAT THINGS BETWEEN US CAN GET BETTER BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT FROM THIS DAY, I WANT YOU TO BE WHO YOU WANNA BE....AND I WILL ACCEPT WHATEVER DECISIONS THATS COMES ALONG WITH THE FUTURE BUT I WOULD BE WAITING FOR YOU .... I PROMISE TO BE A FRIEND TO YOU AND ONLY A FRIEND TO YOU FOR NOW AND I PROMISE TO TALK TO YOU AS A FRIEND....IF I DON'T PLEASE REMIND ME..... AS A BF FOR THE LAST TIME, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. I'LL GIVE MY BEST TO CHANGE BUT YOU HAVE TO DO YOUR PART AND GIVE ME TIME AND UNDERSTAND.....SO YEAH SORRY...I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO SAY WHAT'S THE USE OF SAYING SORRY ALL THE TIME WHEN IT HAPPENS AGAIN....BUT IT HAPPENS BECAUSE WE NEVER FACED THE PROBLEM AND THATS WHY IT ALWAYS CAME BACK....AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT NOW CAUSE LIKE YOU'RE NO LONGER MINE AND I ACCEPT THE FACT....BUT REMEMBER THAT I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND I'LL BE WAITING....TAKE YOUR TIME IN THIS BREAK....I PROMISE TO MESSAGE YOU AS A FRIEND SO THAT IT DOESN'T STRESS YOU WHILE WE'RE IN A BREAK...BUT I HOPE YOU WOULD NOT AVOID ME AND STILL TALK TO ME...... I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY. |